To Be Fat Like Me

I was flipping through the channel today when I came across a movie that I am pretty sure changed how I think. The thing is, I've always had an unhealthy obsession about weight. It wasn't that I was scared of being overweight, but I wanted to escape the labels that were being put on me as a child. I was always the fat one. I didn't know how to control how I ate and the worst part of it all is that I have taken weight as an identity and labelled myself with it. Instead of trying to escape, I endorsed myself in it. I am not going to lie. I have prejudice against heavier people and this is for a variety of reasons.

1. The outside is a reflection of the inside. That's why permabitches are highmaintanence and depressed people are sloppy. Of course, this isn't whole-heartedly the truth, and even I don't believe it fully.

2. I've never been there on an extreme level, but I got a taste of it and I hated it. I decided to do something about it. Of course, what I did was silly and just as bad. I tell you, as tempting as annorexia may be, it was doing more damage than none.

3. Self-induced. Lack of self-control? Unwillingness to excersize?

Here is the thing though. This movie changed a lot of how I thought. I know that everyone has a story. It's incredible how often I can forget that. It isn't that I hate bigger people. I just hate the labels and the taunts and the person that people do not see over the weight. I experienced it and I never want to go back.

This movie made me re-evaluate the things I say. It's right. What god-given right do I have to pass these types of judgements on people?

I'm sorry.

Sandwich from Macs

Sandwich, good.
Sauce, good.
Price, good.
Taste, good.
Presentation, good.
Tummy, hurts.

owie!

Eat what you farm

I eat rice.
Deric eats potatoes.
I like rice with ANYTHING.
Deric like potatoes with salt.
I could eat rice anyday.
Deric could eat potatoes everyday.
Rice has a long shelf life.
Potatoes don't have as long as one.
Rice can be eaten hard or soft.
Potatoes can be eaten hard or soft.

The important thing is that we are following our ancestries. Get in touch with your roots and eat what you farm.

I really want "eat what you farm" to be my new guild name.

UP is down

THIS MOVIE IS THE SADDEST PIXAR MOVIE I HAVE EVER SEEN. IT MAY NOT MAKE YOU CRY, BUT IT WILL MAKE YOU DEPRESSED AND YOU WILL QUESTION YOURSELF. THIS MOVIE IS ALSO WELL MADE IN THE SENSE THAT IT IS WRITTEN WELL AND SO MANY PEOPLE CAN RELATE TO IT NAMELY BECAUSE THERE IS DEATH AND DIVORCE. THERE IS ALSO OBESITY AND SENILITY AS WELL AS DYING, TALKING DOGS. THEY HUNT BIRDS -- RAINBOW BIRDS -- TO SATISFY THE OLD ADVENTURER WHO IS ALSO SENILE. PENNY DOES NOT LIVE. THIS IS THE SADDEST PIXAR MOVIE EVER, This is an incredible movie. Watch it.